Kinda broke down today.
I just want to spend all my time with my friend and I can’t because I have too many obligations going on right now.
Stupid life.
I want to cancel everything and spend all my time with her.
Because, while I will be positive from this point forward…what if she doesn’t get through this? What if the cancer wins?
I refuse to let myself think this after today…but I think it really got me today, what if she doesn’t get better and I don’t get to spend time with her and I lose the friend I’ve had since birth?
UGH.
K, shutting up. Brain turning off. I need to do homework and NOT wallow.
